Life is tough so do trust !

Assalamualaikum

Haiii people :) Well , sekarang ni kan , kerjaa saya ni just tanam anggur jaa -.- Boring nak mampus tau tak ? Hishh , sabar jaa laa . Nak kerjaa tp my two beloved parents kata "NO NEED LAH" Yeahh right then now i just sit at home and do nothing ! Tp takpaa , sabar jak laaah :) Maybe and I yakin ada hikmah untuk semua ni :D Hahaha . Emo malam-malam -.-

Well , tajuk post ni pun dah pelikunss sikit right ? Yaah , its all about trust . I'm on my wayy falling for this guy , named AA . Its not I dont trust him , tp saya takut IF I DID , one day I'll hurt myself . Yalah , almaklumah , perempuan ni kan lemah . Seriousss eh . Cepat cair . Hahaha . Am I talking about myself ? Yaa , I guess so :p Em , let see . Dia tak pernah cakap yang dia love . Sebab dia cakap LOVE IS A ONE BIG WORD . Oh , yaa too big . But , cara diaa mcm he really do :D Hahaha *perasanperasan* Biarlaah , mau perasan pun d blog saya sendiri kan ? :D Hahahaha :') 

Eh , tiba-tiba saya inda jadi mau ulas pasal benda ni . Maybe betul lah dia cakap , sy ni suka separuh-separuh . Well babe , that's so me :D Hahaha . Ehem , malas nak cakap . So just leave it here hanging and questioned k ? HAHA . Yang penting , kepada my Mr AA , if you read this post , I do like you :3 Its awesome if you could turn it to love . ONLY IF YOU CAN . I guess . HAHA . 

Apa pun , thanks and I'm blessed to know you :D

Its just that , saya dah serik and penat disakiti . Ceh , jiwang cam taik . HAAHA , tp I'm serious there okay ? Kbaii

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Living in boredom -.-

Assalamualaikum .

Haiiiiiiiii , dah jarang post . Im busy . Yet not really actually . Just feeling dannnggg bored these days . I've wasted with doing nothing . Absolutely nothing . Work ? I want to but my parents wont let me . I dont know why . I dont want to ask and dont want to mess up my head with such issue .

Life's getting much better . I guess ? HAHA . New year , all new laah bhaa :P LOL . Well , I went to visit my beloved school yesterday . And it was amazing ! Haha :D I miss them all ! The teachers , my schoolmates , my brothers and sisters there . All my juniors are so awesome ! Hahaha :D I miss them a lot . 

I MISS SCHOOL .

Become speechless by then . Okay , bye -.-

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Alhamdulillah .

Assalamualaikum .

Thank you Allah , it is such a relief ! :)

Dearest earthlings , I would like to share my happiness to all ! Hahaha , not to show of people , if you do think so ,then just get lost you bastard !

You know that I'm not a good girl right ? Im being honest , I'm mean and sometimes my actions could make people around me get so annoyed :P Hahaha . But , that's just me and only true friends will accept it right ? :)

Well , during the holidaysss , I got a harsh time with some of the people who are an issue in my life and that fight of ours had burden my day . I'm feeling down day by day . But alhamdulillah , I managed to pass through . Even its a hard time for me at first , with all my patience-ness that I drew all over my heart , I could stay calm and breath like normal . And maybe Allah have heard my wishes , first it was this guy and I called him as F . He said sorry to me and we're back to be friends again . Thanks*

Next , she is a beautiful VVIP in my life and she sent me text to apologize and to start a new flip between the two of us . And I said yes . Why ? Frankly , her presence in my life is still wanted . And forever it will ! :) Thanks*

Last person that I'm having a harsh time is this guy whom I called as C . He chat with me in WhatsApp ! And said sorry and plus , it seems like there' nothing bd has happened between us two . But finally , we managed to be okay again . Thanks*

Well , its not a bad-thing to lie (sometimes) . But , honestly , there's still a few ANIMALS that I really cnt stand with and I think I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM ! Please , go jump off a cliff ? 

Even if they say "Sedangkan nbi pun memaafkan umatnya" Well , sorry to say but Im not a prophet that have a perfect personalities like them during the old days . Im a Ys' generation and hatred is everywhere ! So , it could take time maybe for me to forgive uols . But on this leisure times of mine , thinking about shit-peeps like uols are just a waste of time :)

Till then , adios amigos !

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :) 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 !

Assalamualaikum ,

Hey world ! Its 2013 ! Hahaha , biarpun lambat but it is acceptable :P Just like I used to said before , late doesn't mean forgotten ! :)

Well , I just hope that this year would bring lucks and charms in my moderate-life . Amin ! Hopping to be blessed in every second I breath . 

LOVE 

I never ask much . I'm being a less-choosy-person already! (I hope it last forever) When ? Since I knew this guy , let's just call him A . This A , we've a special date y'know ! The cute date was 10//11//12 :) Well , its not a couple-date . It was the first time he sent me text :P And since then , we text eeevverryydaayyhh ! :) Its not that I fell in to him . Its not that I'm not falling to him . But , I'm being more precautive nowadays . Because my back-days about this 'love' was such a F-ing memory and should not be refresh-back =W= I'm searching for a person who could understands me well enough ! And mostly , he must be an educated person . Simple :) Hahaha , to my Mr Perfect , its been written our name by the mighty of all , Allah :) And that day will come !

FRIENDSHIP

Who will always be there , listen and understands the silliness that lies on me and accept me for who I'm really are . Seriously , I didn't expect much , just a person whom I can be myself when I'm with them :) And may the genuine friendship of mine these day has been tighten the bonds between us . Ya Allah , let us be friends till jannah :) Amin .

SELF ?

Hahahaha . Frankly , I dont really likes to talk about myself :P Even sometimes I did , but trust me , its an INVOLUTARY actions :D Hahaha . Well , I hope this new year will bring lots of good things in my life . I dont have to mention what . Its better to be left unknown :) Ya Allah , protect my family and I . Dont let us go astray . 

Last but now least , HELLO 2013 ! Please be nice (Y)

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

People ?

Assalamualaikum :)

Haiii :) Hahaha . People ni , macam-macam ragam kan ? Adaa yg baik , ada yg jahat . Even ada juga yang depan baik belakang taik , depan taik belakang baik :)

All I can say is , NORMAL LETTEW :p Hahaha

And orang yang paling baik di duniaa pun indaa kenaa sukaa , you knoww that ? :) Hehehe . Tp kitaa kasi biar jaa laa . Sometimes , the less we care the less we get hurt kan ? So , just let it beee :)

Lama-lama orang diamm jugaaa :) Hehehe .

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Being a Pinoy for 5 days :)

Haiii world !

Well , I am totally enjoying being a Pinoy for 3 days already :) Well , Pinoy is the same with Malaysians , Australians , etc . But Pinoy is for Philipines :) Hahaha . Having a great time with my beloved family here . For 5 days . And will be back to Malaysia this Friday , in sha Allah :) 

Well , saya shopping serious xingat duniaaa kat sini . Well sangat murah ! Damn murah and OMG , no words can best describe the prices of the things here ! Emm , ofcourse lahh , banyak jugaa yang mahal . Tp mostly yang dekat Malaysia harga dia cekik darah yang mau beli pun bfikir 10 kali , but here , OMG , senyum-senyum just hulur tuuu duit :3 Waaawwwh !

SERIOUSLY , I AM OUT OF WORDS :)

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Farizal Marlias :)

Assalamualaikum :)

HAHA , this is Farizal Marlias :)

PHOTO : Credits to Azrit Smith sebab tolong edit :)

Okayy , he's not my boyfriend or even my friend :P Because dia xkenal sayaa :) But the whole Malaysia knew him . He's our most beloved and number 1 goalkeeper ! For Malaysia's team , HARIMAU MALAYA :)

Well , sy pun xtauu why I got sooooo attracted with this guy , well most of the girls (esp) dorang lebih sukaa dekat Khairul Fahmi , goalkeeper dulu :P Tp entahh , sy xrasa pun sy minat kat diaa . But this Farizal , OMG ! Hahaha , because of this guy , sy dahh pandai tengok bolaa and emo-emo pasal bolaa ni ! LOL :)

Entahh , sy tegok cara dia sambut bolaa kan , wow , breath-catching moment ! Hahaha . Memang sy rasaaa dia ni cukupppppppp hebat ! And sngt smart time dia main . 

Well , some people kalau diaa jadi fanatik sngt dekat someone tuu , dia akan tauu asal diaa , full name , umur   , bdayy and all about orang yg dorang minat tuu , tp saya , sy just tauuu nama dia ni Farizal Marlias :) That's all ! Hahaha , and jersi diaa numbe 1 . LOL . Hahaha , and yg lain xtauuu dah . HOHOHO . Mksudnyaa , sy mmg minat dia dlm padang laah :) And diaa sngt-sngt cool ! :) Well , and his face , handsome kan ? Hahaha , okay okay , sy ni mmg gilaa sikit kalau mukaa handsome ni :p LOL . Tp 1 jaaak sy harap and I wish sangat-sangat , sy harapp hati dia ni baikkk :) Andd he's someone yang jujur and baik laa . Haha , amin :) Baruu laah best kan tengok ? Dah laa handsome , famous and hati diaa pun baik . Wallahu'alam .

Hahaha , sy ni indaa pernah-pernah tengok bolaa , tp lepas nampak diaa ni , sy truss jadi minat . LOL . Hahaha , and ada g satu players Harimau Malaya yang sy sukaa tengok jugaa , AMAR ROHIDAN . Tuuu pun okayy jugaa , tp obviously sy minat diaa sebab mukaaa jaa . Hehehe , tp Farizal ni . Fuyoooooooh , hahaha :) Ok shut up bell .

LAST NIGHT TOURNAMENT : OMG , saat mukaa Farizal kena tendang , then I was like -..- What the freak are all these Elephant ! Kaki gajah mcm tuu tak layak di mukaa superstar mcm Farizal :) Cehh , mcm apaa jaak . Hahaha , even dia bagi duaa bolos semalam (I don't care pun tapi orang always pertikaikan benda tu) tp awesome game what ? Dia banyakkk laah sambut bola ! And it was amazing ! And 2 bolos tuu , for me mmg dah nasib , bukan rezeki kot dia nak sambut . And bukan salah diaa jugaak , maybe tlampauu tekejutt kalii , lost concentration and all . Normal laah , Farizal ni manusiaaa . Okay :) Tp gladly , masih ramai jugaa yang tetap sokong diaa even apa yg jd smlm tuu buat orang naik gilaa . Haha , I CRIED  MASA MUKAA DIA KENA TENDANG ! Hahaha , time tuu sy rsaa kesian gilaa tengok mukaa diaa , diaa dah tahan bolaa tuuu as best as he could and it wasss OHHHSEMM ~ Hehehe . 

Haha , okayy enough merepek about this :) Hanyaa sekadar ingin berkongsi minat and just imagine bilaa one day I got a chance to meet him ! Hahaha ! It would be a pleasure :3 Tp I know and I realized yang bjutaa lg Malaysians out there yang minat diaa jugaa , haha . Well , I'm a big fan for him :) To Farizal (Cehhh mcm diaa baca blog saya jaa) *Tp its okayy berangan kan ? WKWKWKWKWK ! Good luck for your next tournament ! Have a happy life :) Hehehe 

OMG , serious saya minat diaa . I adore everything about him .

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)