This 12.12.12

Assalamualaikum :)

Hey world . Have this 12/12/12 completely change my life ? 

I felt like I've flipped through a new page of my life :)

Well , today , I hangout with them :) #Precious people in my life . And I've shared few things about what I've been through now . And they're such a good adviser and somehow , it calms me down :') Ya laa , saya sedih jaa selama ni . Biar laa , sy juat malas mau fkir semuaa bendaa yang shouldn't be an issue in my life :P Mmg betul dorang ckp , 'Kawan yang baik ialah mereka yang mempertahankan' :) Sy malas mau cakap banyak , if sampai bila2 orang tetap mau tuding jari dekat saya , I don't care . Biar laah one day Allah tunjuk :) 

Sometimes , kita just perlu pandang kehadapan kan ? Hehehe . And try to careless and it'll make you hurt less . And that's what I do . And now , I finally feel relief , SIKIT . Tp sy ttap bersyukur :) Bukan senang kan mau rasa tenang tu ? Haha , yaa laa sy mmg sedih . Tp apa boleh buat , mau sya pegy melutut cium kaki dia ? So not me , sorry :)

And to all yang buat sy rasa masih ada sebab utk truskan , thanks :) A LOT . Without you maybe nnty sy jd tmbh tekanan with this and that -.- Hmm . And even ada yang masih marah dekat sy tu , I don't care lahh , nnty sejuk juga kmu tuu . Mcm my baby ckp 'Anjing yang menyalak lama2 penat juga' Betul laa kan ? So , let time heals everything . Im just go on with the flow :)

Ada orang mengamuk ckp orang BABI ? Wow hebat mulut boy . Kau tu perfect kaa ? Well , KAU TU BUKAN TUHAN UNTUK AKU TAKUTKAN . Faham ? Kau buat orang ketawaa laa baca ap yg kau ckp tuu budak ! Hmm , biar laa kau , ckp laa apa jak pun yang buat kau happy . Ckp org mcm tu , mcm kau indaa . Mau bukti kaa sayang ? Pfffffttt -..- Nasib laa aku xkat skola tu lg :) Malas nak fikir baby ~

Well , apapun sy rasa today , this beautiful day , this last triple date , sya rsa sedikit-sebanyak bagi nafas baru dalam hidup saya :) Thanks ! And yaa , perfect life bukan mksudnyaa teda cacat celaa or probs , it shows that life's not perfect kan ? :) At least ada walau sikit . I am grateful . 

Dear 12/12/12 , thanks :)

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)