Le Confession :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Well hello :) This girl up here would have something to say :) Hahaha . 

Apakan merepek petang-petang ni *BURPS* hehehe . Well , bila orang dah tanya what is my actual status ? Haha , so the lawak babe . And actually and definitely I'm still single and sebelum sampai masanya I'm onto something , so sampai time tu lah saya single :) Hahaha . *TAK PUAS HATI ? BERAMBUS*

Well , kalau mau cakap tentang hati dan perasaan *CEHWAH* my heart is taken :) Proudly taken . By someone , that I think it is better to be left unknown :) Jujurnya , I'm happy and so proud that I knew him . We never met , F2F but we just text and text and text . Calling ? Haha , never . So not me . Pernah laah tapi dulu-dulu . Tu pun just about 2-3 minutes if I'm not mistaken :) Hahaha . Saya happy kenal dia ni , sebab I think he understands me well enough even dia cakap he don't . And actually dia sangat pandai memujuk even dia cakap dia tak pandai mau pujuk orang . And , dia matang . Tu lah yang penting :) See , saya ni tak matang . Langsung , pandai lah juga jadi matang , suddenly tu XP Haha , tapi adalah sangat jarang okay . Hehehe . Tp biarlah , don't ever judge me . You just don't have the rights to do so . 

And , even though kami ni boleh dikatakan TTM , we've discussed about this and kami memang takmau to have any serious relationship sekarang ni . Well , better lah kan ? Couple-break ni , not my type so better prevent kan ? *OSEH* And dia pun ada cakap yang dia belum ready , haha . Saya pun , so better kami macam ni jak . Kawan . And WE WILL GO ON WITH THE FLOW . Bak kata orang , kalau jodoh tak kemana juga tu (: In sha Allah . Kalau dia lah jodoh saya yang sudah tertulis di LohMahfuz *AMBOIH* then , saya terima dengan hati yang terbuka :) Oyeah ! Hehehe . 

So , jangan lah mau cakap saya ni playgirl . Sebab apa ? Ramai minat orang ? Hahaha , its okay for us to have thousands crush lah ! LOLS . Suka orang tu normal , tambirang lah if kau nampak orang hensem or perempuan cantik kau tidak terdetik SIKIT PUN rasa suka . Kan ? Please , we're humans maa . Saya mengaku , saya memang cepat suka orang . Tp it doesn't mean that I'm a playgirl . Playgirl ni usually yang couple ramai dalam satu masa . Well obviously me ? Hahaha , don't make stupid jokes peeps , I don't even have one . So ? Haha , maybe you can just call me an easy-melt girl . Haha , can't deny . Memang pun . Tapi even I like lots of people tapi before I go to bed , memang there's only one person in mind :) 

So , you should just never questioned about my status . Its my right to keep it up , down or low . LOLS . *MEREPEKS* and and , to those yang fikir saya ni cepat sangat suka orang tu , up to you babes , sukahati lah kau cakap apa pun . Sometimes bila kita talks bout people , it doesn't define them , it defines you :) Hahaha , semua dah ada akal , we're not animals so boleh fikir logic kan ? HAHA , thanks for reading :*

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Bonjour :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Hello peeps ! Well , lamaaa sudah tidak post kan ? Well , teramat lahh busy mengalahkan Barrack Obama okay . Hehe :3 Lols . Well , finally ! Saya lulus comp test (: Please don't say that I'm stupid , yaa I know comp test tu senang gilaa what-the-hell . HAHA , I know and I admit memang actually senang pun . Tapi well you know me , dah gelabah sangat , so semua jadi tak betul *CEH TAIK* Hahaha . So kesimpulannya Bell , you should study dari awal . Bila my second test tu , baru lah struggle konons nya . LOL . Memang menyesal , like why on earth boleh failed ! HAHA , but luckily by the second test I managed to pass it . Alhamdulillah ;)

And apa lagi mau cakap ah ? Ohyaaa , two days ago Daddy collapsed :( Dia hypo Mummy cakap , which means kurang sugar dalam badan . Okay , kesian kan my Daddy ? But don't worry , my Dad's a strong man . Hehehe :) Well , actually kalau orang yang kandungan gula dia tidak normal dalam badan (which means KURANG than the actual rate) fore example , dia kena makan like every two hours . I mean , bukanlah makanan berat . Sandwiches or maybe an oatmeal would do :) Same case here with my Dad , dia kena makan tpi he refuse to . Lols . HAHA , tapi lepas my Mum cakap and give some advice then I think its gonna be oooo-kay :) Haha , in sha Allah . My Mum pun already twice dia pegy airport tukar flight sebab mau jaga Daddy . And me , which my flight is tomorrow . Maybe I can't go tomorrow . Maybe the next day would do :) In sha Allah . Haha , please pray for my dad :) THANKS !

And about my life , Hahaha . Dying in boredom I guess -.- Sangatlah boring di rumah . But when I try to make myself entertain *LOL , mcm terdesak bunyinya* I can barely enjoy this erghh stay-at-home-doing-nothing thing . Hahaha . I admit , sometimes I do have some fun being here , at my home , my room with my laptops . Haha , and my Hero would be texting me sometimes if he's in the UM's hall and he's kinda sleeping , then , he'll text me just to forbid him from sleeping . Haha .And kadang-kadang pun , my friends ada juga yang call and we talk talk talk like for hours . 

Enough mumbling . And I forgot to share *show off* Hakssshakss . Hehehe , well my DELF A2 , I got 70.9 ! Woooohooooo >< Hahaha , seriously even me , myself , I can't believe that I actually reached that numbers . I mean , I sat for A2 last year because I failed during the previous year lols and and not aiming to get a 70.9 I just aimed to get credits . Seriously no lie ! Haha . But , maybe dah rezeki and I'm on cloud 9 that day when Madam Anis told me about it . Alhamdulillah :) Hehehehe . Ohh kepda yang tak tahu apa tu DELF A2 . Well , kan our school *SM SAINS LABUAN* yg awesome gituw XP Kami ada foreign language . Or should I say , international language . Japan , France and Arabic . Well , France is my choice so kalau dah masuk France punya language , every form 2 kena ambil DELF A1 . Its like a test (?) to get the honourable certificate dari orang kat France sana lah , haha . And it has many benefits time kat U  nanti , In sha Allah :) Hahaha , A1 tu boleh lah senang , perkenalkan diri , jual beli , nombor , mendengar and karangan . Macam tu lah . Bila dah naik A2 , pun sama lah jugaa tapi level diaa up sikit and ada 2 karangan and more strict lah . Haha , tapi level B1 lah yang susah . My batchmates yang lain semua pun ada juga ambil B1 , and time tu , saya baru ambil A2 *tambirang kan ? mengulang bah* Haha . So kami sama-sama lah struggle , time tu lagi exam *padahal time kena bagi masa , tidur* Hahaha . Lols . Biasalah tu budak-budak bhaa . HAHA , apapun . I enjoyed myself learning France :) 

Okay , cukup merepek disitu . Thanks for wasting your time reading this ;D HAHA . Till then , bye !

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Hey , I miss you :')

Assalamualaikum ,

Hey :) Well actually , saya buat post ni because I miss him ! Badly . 

PASUM tengah exam sekarang . So , I told him yang its better if we tak text dulu for a few moments . Well , kesian bah diaa . Saya ni dahlaa kuat merajuk , kuat merepek , cari pasal lagi . Nanti ganggu mood dia study right XD ? Hahaha . So its better if kami tak text dulu , bukan apaa , saya mau dia betul2 focus , its for his own future kan ? If saya gedik , I would like to say OUR FUTURE ! huahuahua XD

Well , tengok lah ni . Tapi udahh ditapiss yeee :P 

AA : Oh serious tak text ? Two weeks ?

Bell : Ya laa , its for your own good .

30 minutes later 

Bell : Are you serious 2 weeks ? No way !

AA : Tp Bell , you yang nak tadi kan ? 

Bell : ..............

AA : Okay fine , 3 days only . Boleh ? 

Hahaha , begitu lah kisahnyaaa . Haish , tu lah mulut saya ni . Tp its okayy , ada himah disebalik apa yang berlaku right ? Every cloud has its silver lining :D Ceh XP Then bermulaa lah saya lonely . Tak text satu hari . Haish , mcam satu tahun okay . Tapi malam semalam he did text me , dia cakap good night XD Hahahaha . Okay , see saya dah start merepeks already :/

To AA : I know you takkan baca my blog ni . Haha , sebab saya rasa you dont even know I have one :P Hehehe . Apa pun , good luck okay ? Do your best ! And pass your exam with flying colours ! Huahua , I'll be here aiting and praying for your success :)

Love . Hug . Kisses .

Bell :)

Ya Allah , panjangkan jodoh mereka :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Well today , someone taught me something . Who ? He's a new friend of mine . We just knew each other this morning . Sounds cool right ? Well , nampak sangat keikhlasan dia dalam berkawan :) I like it liddat ! Well , what I'm about to tell you is , he told me something that no ones ever tell me . Well actually , its something that I barely heard from any person that is on the same age with me . I mean , serioussss , jarang sangat . And maybe ta pernah kot :) And yeay ! He's the first . Okay , what I'm talking about is :

He's engaged !

OMG ! It is so sweet :) I mean , when I asked him , why did he engaged so early and then he said that he wants to take good care of her . Isn't that sweet ? I mean , how many boys like this nowadays ? Its hardly found kan ? And and , it took him months to win this lovely girl's heart . And the girl is also a good-girl-type . Yes , I'm pretty sure :) Well , because she too never fall in love with any person . Maybe even if she does , she didn't express her feeling to the guy :) Ohh so sweet of them ! And , after our SPM examination ended . The girl then confess to him that she also shares the same feeling as he do and the most remarkable part is , she told her parents about it and and and , yeah they got engage :)

Well , it makes me feel like I want to get engage too . HAHAH ! Okay , joking . Its imposibble . For me , because of my family and my parents . Life's complicated right ? Well except for them :) And that guy , really do love her . I can sense it *ceh* Hahahahaha . 

Ya Allah , you've sent me this person to tell me about thigs that I've been dying to know for ages ! And I dont have to google it because he had told me almost everything ! And and , he makes me realized and I'm getting pretty sure that there is no wrong to get engage in a early age :) Really , what's important is , trust between the couples and relationship to our mighty Allah , then , we'll never astray . In sha Allah . Even they say that they'll be too many obstacles ahead but I'm sure they're good enough to overcome everything ! And no worries my friend , my prayers will always be with youu :) May you and her together till jannah :) and so do our friendship . Amin .

P/s : And please make sure that you'll invite me to your wedding XD Haha 

Love . Hugs . Kisses . 

Bell :)

In Sha Allah :)

Assalamualaikummm :)

Salam all :) First of all , sayaa nangis tonight ! Hahahahaa :') Tp I just dont like to annoy others with my problem . So let sayy saya meluah dekat sini jaak :) Almaklumah , blog saya tidak famous so saya rasa tak ramai pun orang akan baca post ni :) Emm , to be honest , today has been an awkward day for me . Especially time malam ni :') Saya sedih , yet I know it the best way . So saya dapat terima dengan hati yang terbukaa . Maybe its too public for me to share it here , saya lebih selesa simpan dlm hati :) Hehehehe . Even tak banyak pun yang mau baca :( Wuwuwuwu sobs . 

Maybe , betul cakap diaa . Kita perlu mulakan hidup baru :) Semua perlu berubah sekarang , to be the better us :) Kan ? Tak salah berubah ke arah kebaikan . Bukan mau berubah kerana orang , tapi untuk kebaikan kita sendiri juga kan ? Saya sokong tindakan seorang kawan saya tu :) Even saya sedih sebab buat masa ni maybe kami tidak akan contact , tp saya percaya diaa buat yang terbaik :) In sha Allah . 

Saya bukan lah orang yang baik , serious . I've made like , tonnes of mistakes . And to all my lovelies , thanks for always be there for me , with me and just me :) Hehe , every time every seconds and every moments I'm with you guys , i'm just being my super self and that is what friends are for :) The world should be jealous for me having an awesome girlfriends like all of you . Sorry for any of my narcastic actions or any involuntary actions and behaviors that is unnecessary and not good . Its just me and I'm learning . And from this one girlfriend of mine , she taught me a lot , even just in one day :) Thanks babe .

What past is past . Yeah , I agree with her . No one starts their life as a perfect person . No one . So biasa laah kita semua mula dari bawah dan kita akan pelan-pelan reach the top right ;) So saya pun mauu ambil kesempatan ni untuk berubah to be a better me . In sha Allah , saya janji saya akan cuba yang terbaik . Amin :) For the people who always supports me through my ups and downs , thanks and may Allah bless uols . Furthermore , saya takut apa akan jadi one day . I'm afraid of losing . Seriously , ya Allah . Janganlah ruin this faithful friendship of ours . I sincerely love this friendship and it is meant for jannah :')

Maybe I should enough mumbling for today . As tomorrow I got lots of errands to do -.- Good night to all . Have a sweet dreams :)

To my dear friend : Dear you , wherever you go or do . I know you're doing it right :) Whatever you do , do it with all your hearts okay ? :) I'll be here waiting and praying the best for you , for me , for all of us . Because this friendship is just so remarkable and amazing :) I know you're doing the right thing . Please take care :)

Love . Hugs . Kisses 

Bell :)

Life is tough so do trust !

Assalamualaikum

Haiii people :) Well , sekarang ni kan , kerjaa saya ni just tanam anggur jaa -.- Boring nak mampus tau tak ? Hishh , sabar jaa laa . Nak kerjaa tp my two beloved parents kata "NO NEED LAH" Yeahh right then now i just sit at home and do nothing ! Tp takpaa , sabar jak laaah :) Maybe and I yakin ada hikmah untuk semua ni :D Hahaha . Emo malam-malam -.-

Well , tajuk post ni pun dah pelikunss sikit right ? Yaah , its all about trust . I'm on my wayy falling for this guy , named AA . Its not I dont trust him , tp saya takut IF I DID , one day I'll hurt myself . Yalah , almaklumah , perempuan ni kan lemah . Seriousss eh . Cepat cair . Hahaha . Am I talking about myself ? Yaa , I guess so :p Em , let see . Dia tak pernah cakap yang dia love . Sebab dia cakap LOVE IS A ONE BIG WORD . Oh , yaa too big . But , cara diaa mcm he really do :D Hahaha *perasanperasan* Biarlaah , mau perasan pun d blog saya sendiri kan ? :D Hahahaha :') 

Eh , tiba-tiba saya inda jadi mau ulas pasal benda ni . Maybe betul lah dia cakap , sy ni suka separuh-separuh . Well babe , that's so me :D Hahaha . Ehem , malas nak cakap . So just leave it here hanging and questioned k ? HAHA . Yang penting , kepada my Mr AA , if you read this post , I do like you :3 Its awesome if you could turn it to love . ONLY IF YOU CAN . I guess . HAHA . 

Apa pun , thanks and I'm blessed to know you :D

Its just that , saya dah serik and penat disakiti . Ceh , jiwang cam taik . HAAHA , tp I'm serious there okay ? Kbaii

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Living in boredom -.-

Assalamualaikum .

Haiiiiiiiii , dah jarang post . Im busy . Yet not really actually . Just feeling dannnggg bored these days . I've wasted with doing nothing . Absolutely nothing . Work ? I want to but my parents wont let me . I dont know why . I dont want to ask and dont want to mess up my head with such issue .

Life's getting much better . I guess ? HAHA . New year , all new laah bhaa :P LOL . Well , I went to visit my beloved school yesterday . And it was amazing ! Haha :D I miss them all ! The teachers , my schoolmates , my brothers and sisters there . All my juniors are so awesome ! Hahaha :D I miss them a lot . 

I MISS SCHOOL .

Become speechless by then . Okay , bye -.-

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)

Alhamdulillah .

Assalamualaikum .

Thank you Allah , it is such a relief ! :)

Dearest earthlings , I would like to share my happiness to all ! Hahaha , not to show of people , if you do think so ,then just get lost you bastard !

You know that I'm not a good girl right ? Im being honest , I'm mean and sometimes my actions could make people around me get so annoyed :P Hahaha . But , that's just me and only true friends will accept it right ? :)

Well , during the holidaysss , I got a harsh time with some of the people who are an issue in my life and that fight of ours had burden my day . I'm feeling down day by day . But alhamdulillah , I managed to pass through . Even its a hard time for me at first , with all my patience-ness that I drew all over my heart , I could stay calm and breath like normal . And maybe Allah have heard my wishes , first it was this guy and I called him as F . He said sorry to me and we're back to be friends again . Thanks*

Next , she is a beautiful VVIP in my life and she sent me text to apologize and to start a new flip between the two of us . And I said yes . Why ? Frankly , her presence in my life is still wanted . And forever it will ! :) Thanks*

Last person that I'm having a harsh time is this guy whom I called as C . He chat with me in WhatsApp ! And said sorry and plus , it seems like there' nothing bd has happened between us two . But finally , we managed to be okay again . Thanks*

Well , its not a bad-thing to lie (sometimes) . But , honestly , there's still a few ANIMALS that I really cnt stand with and I think I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM ! Please , go jump off a cliff ? 

Even if they say "Sedangkan nbi pun memaafkan umatnya" Well , sorry to say but Im not a prophet that have a perfect personalities like them during the old days . Im a Ys' generation and hatred is everywhere ! So , it could take time maybe for me to forgive uols . But on this leisure times of mine , thinking about shit-peeps like uols are just a waste of time :)

Till then , adios amigos !

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :) 

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 !

Assalamualaikum ,

Hey world ! Its 2013 ! Hahaha , biarpun lambat but it is acceptable :P Just like I used to said before , late doesn't mean forgotten ! :)

Well , I just hope that this year would bring lucks and charms in my moderate-life . Amin ! Hopping to be blessed in every second I breath . 

LOVE 

I never ask much . I'm being a less-choosy-person already! (I hope it last forever) When ? Since I knew this guy , let's just call him A . This A , we've a special date y'know ! The cute date was 10//11//12 :) Well , its not a couple-date . It was the first time he sent me text :P And since then , we text eeevverryydaayyhh ! :) Its not that I fell in to him . Its not that I'm not falling to him . But , I'm being more precautive nowadays . Because my back-days about this 'love' was such a F-ing memory and should not be refresh-back =W= I'm searching for a person who could understands me well enough ! And mostly , he must be an educated person . Simple :) Hahaha , to my Mr Perfect , its been written our name by the mighty of all , Allah :) And that day will come !

FRIENDSHIP

Who will always be there , listen and understands the silliness that lies on me and accept me for who I'm really are . Seriously , I didn't expect much , just a person whom I can be myself when I'm with them :) And may the genuine friendship of mine these day has been tighten the bonds between us . Ya Allah , let us be friends till jannah :) Amin .

SELF ?

Hahahaha . Frankly , I dont really likes to talk about myself :P Even sometimes I did , but trust me , its an INVOLUTARY actions :D Hahaha . Well , I hope this new year will bring lots of good things in my life . I dont have to mention what . Its better to be left unknown :) Ya Allah , protect my family and I . Dont let us go astray . 

Last but now least , HELLO 2013 ! Please be nice (Y)

Love . Hugs . Kisses .

Bell :)